Ridiculous

I yesterday just read a news, which totally shocked to me. How can had this decision? Starting from 2012, the maths and science subjects will be switch back to the Bahasa Malaysia. Huh...was I wrongly heard? No matter in primary or secondary, this plan will going to start on 2012, but it will not infect form 6 and university's studies. OMG! Isn't silly to all the student who still using the English for their maths and science subjects? Will their results getting better if the new plan is on? Isn't their future guarantee for the further studies? How will they face to the society in prospect?

During my secondary 6, that time was really a big challenge to me since I used Bahasa Malaysia in my studies before that. Thus, I had to use English version for my maths, chemistry and physics papers. All in English except the only general paper in Bahasa Malaysia. It was really tough to me because of the maths and science facts were quite deep to handle. After a certain moment, I finally realized that why these subjects need to be taught in English. It was really advantageous to train us in preparing the university's studies later. Since most of the syllabus in university are using English, therefore education government just let us prepare earlier before it's too late. As a result, our country will be able to compete with other foreign country since the competitiveness of today's society is quite high.

Unpredictable was the decision has been made and it will be generate in 2012. I don't think that this language switching will bring any benefits and usable knowledge to present students nowadays. This is absolutely ridiculous!!!

Forever Goodbye, My Friend

Chean Voon, an active and smart guy who always be my idol during the secondary school's life. I still remembered he was the one who always helped to solve all the tough solutions of my subjects, such as physics, chemistry, additional mathematics and so on. I knew him since I was in secondary 3 that time. We were classmates and that was the special moment where we started our friendship. Since he was quite close with me, thus he also sat next to me during secondary 4 and 5...isn't coincidence? He was an intelligent guy who always the top student in our Mawar's upper secondary class. Almost everyone in class, especially gals always like him to teach if they meet any difficulties. Chean Voon also willing to help them as much as possible. What a great guy! He sometimes joked and like to make the silly faces when I'm down. Then, both of us liked to interrupt, chitchat with two gals in front of us, that's our enjoyment when we sat together in the class. He was so energetic no matter in the academic, co-curiculum activities and took part in the scout's functions. Besides, I still remembered that Yew Hoong, Sze Wei, he and I decided to go shopping mall and hang around after our first test ended. Unpredictable was the additional mathematics paper has out. Most of the students in the class also failed, but Chean Voon was the only one who got the highest score. Bravo! We just like no mood and didn't want to go out after our bad results have revealed. Then he just begged and cried in front three of us. That moment was really unforgettable and always a remembrance to me. I really missed Mawar's secondary school life. Without his exist, my life that time sure be dull and full of boredom.

When we were in secondary 6, we were in different class although we sometimes still can meet with each other in the same school. When met during recess time, I remembered his smile face and he liked to interrupt me by beating my back. That was his naughtiness. After the life in secondary 6, both of us separated in a more far distance again. Since he studied in UPM while I studied in UMS, therefore we also seldom communicate with each other. When we were in 2nd year of study, he told me that he got leukemia disease and always admitted to the hospital for checked up his blood level. I was totally shocked and sad when I heard the disease he got. I only can visited him when I back to Seremban during the semester break and the opportunity to gather with him was less. Since I was studying in the East Malaysia during that period, thus sometimes also called him. I sincerely greeted and blessed on his health condition.

Time flew very fast had really made me astonish when I visited him during the last May. He became more slim, pale and skin also looks dull. He purposely made bookmark for all of us who has donated money for his financial problem. His sincerity able to do this meaningful bookmark although his sickness was suffering. Until last Tuesday, Mieu Ling called me and informed a bad news about Chean Voon that doctor has certified that his critical condition and may pass away in few days due to his brain damage. Mieu Ling asked me whether wanna visit him for the one last time, then I immediately took half day's leave. Without any delay, we start heading to Ampang Hospital. When we were in the ward, his leg became swelling and his skin was dull than before. He knew our present when we visited him, but speechless.

The day after we visited him, I on my MSN and facebook in the morning, I was terrible sad and deeply sorry that he had passed away that morning. It was too sudden for me after I saw many friends' shout out about Chean Voon written there. OMG! How could this happened in so flashy? When I was listening sentimental music in the office, my tears suddenly drops when the painful thoughtless of the remembrance with him. The life was so short for him. After worked, I couldn't stopped myself from thinking of him. I really couldn't control my tears and totally sorrowful! I really couldn't accept the reality of my secondary school's best friend passed away. My feelings were jumble and dolorous.

Wished that he will rest in peace in another wonderland. I really proud of you that you had bravely conquered everything. You will always be remembered in my mind, Chean Voon.

Funny moments happened in Seremban!

I still remembered that day was the 06.06.2009. The date was so special since it was a public holiday for everyone of us, but something funny happened in Seremban. Unpredictable that we had this experiences in Seremban. We should thanks to him or punch him because of his carelessness. Hehe! We were friends ya...

Our new friend from Ampang, Franky who was Man Eng's friend came to Seremban on that day. Thus we decided to sing K together since we didn't meet him before. Thus, he drove the car from KL to Seremban. Since he was not familiar with Seremban's paths, then I just called him to wait in the Seremban toll. When we almost reached to the Seremban toll, suddenly he phoned me. He said he was in the Seremban toll, but in the Port Dickson toll. Three of us in the car...=_=||| OMG! How can this happened? Furthermore, he didn't bring his wallet and left in Ampang. The funniest was he was in the Port Dickson toll, but didn't have credit to pay the toll fare. Huh! Two gals in my car were keep laughing non-stoply after knew it. Then we just went to the Port Dickson toll and helped him to pay the toll fare. By the way, we just be the guide to bring him to the Green Box, and then something droll happened again. When we went into the toll, we just realised that we went to the wrong path. This path was actually went to the Senawang toll, not the Seremban toll. Argh...we also became blur of it. Without wasting any time, I just drove to the Senawang toll and then turned back the right way to Seremban toll. We made sure and double confirmed again that we went to the right way this time. If not, Pedas or Malacca will be the next destination. Huhu! Finally we arrived the Seremban toll and straight away to the Green Box. This toll trip was really laughable to us.

Although we arrived there in a couple minutes late, but we still continued our sing K plan. It's time for us to kick out our singing ability.

Three of us started to sing, Man Eng be the cameragal.

This was our careless friend, Franky. He still can smiled so bright oh! Keke!

This pussy cat started to have her meal...so hungry oh! "wai sek mao"...haha!

Two best friends sang together, man tou and pussy cat.

Wow...this shot was nicely captured. They were absolutely...^-^

This shot had weird pose by the pussy cat. I wondering why that man tou captured like that? Erm...quite sexy oh! Wuakakaka!!!

06/06 was absolutely an unforgettable moments for us to gather together.

Industrial Training's Visit

This week is the 6th week of my industrial training...4 weeks left then I will merdeka!!! I really exhausted and stress within these 2 weeks since I busy editing the talk into a video. Firstly I had to convert all the video into AVI file. OMG! I have searched many software to do this transferring, but none of it suitable. Then I finally found and then have to watch the 2 hours video...argh! After watched it, I had to trim and edit the unnecessary actions. The toughest thing was the sound effect. Each clip editted sure will influence the flow of sound. I had to match the sound with the mouth. Once match with the mouth, the flow of video also have to be controlled wisely. If did a little mistake, it sure will infected whole of the video. Then I had to redo again and again. Ahh! It looked very simple, but it wasn't. This took me quite a period of time. Sometimes fed up to do it since the slides and extra transitions also have to be added. This task was really difficult since I just learnt the simple one in uni before that. Hopefully I can do it successfully and make my industrial supervisor satisfied of it.

Last Saturday, my lecturer came to visit me. Visit me? That's right. She didn't come to my company and didn't meet my supervisor. Wow...so lucky! She just met me in front of Seremban - Port Dickson toll...funny! When she already in my car, the first question that she asked was "are you working in Telekom"? I just laughed non-stoply and the lecturer also laughed. She keep complaining about the information that she got, like companies' name and telephone numbers...all wrong! Hehe! Then she started to ask me some simple questions. For example, how was the working environment, were you happy in that company and others. She just viewed my daily report and didn't comment much. The most funny was out of 32 students under her, she just met 1 supervisor. Huh...unbelivable! I felt very weird and like friends chatting with each other since she was a Dr lecturer. She was so kind and didn't ask any tough question or task. Was this a industrial training's visit? Luckily she was the one who will mark my industrial training report. Yeah! As long as not the other scaring Dr, I already satisfied on it. This visit was absolutely droll!

yummy yummy

Food plays an essential role in our daily life. Without food, how do we live? Hehe...seems like I talking silly here. Last weekends, I have ate many delicious and unique dishes in KL. One word to describe this food paradise...yummy! My family and all the relatives went to a place where named as Coconut Flower Seafood Restaurant, somewhere in Telok Gong, Klang. Wasn't the name of restaurant like very special? Coconut Flower means the restaurant popular with one type of beer, specially made by the restaurant. I had taste it...not bad, it looked like 100 Plus in colour of white. Wow...there really crowded with many people. Waiters and waitress also quite a big number who served all around the restaurant. Although the restaurant was simple and location was too outlying, but it could accommodate more than 90 tables in one slot. Let me show the food paradise with various yummy food...

This was my favourite one among all the dishes, named as ying yong prawn (莺鸯虾). It separated with two kind of prawns, one with dan shi (蛋丝) and the other one with mayonnaise. Beside of it was the greenich long bean.

This was my mother's favourite...she ate the most, salted egg crab (咸蛋螃蟹).

Waitress recommended this "chiu pai gai - yim kok gai"...sorry for the poor pronunciation because in cantonese explanation. Hehe!

This was the "chiu pai taofu" with chilli sauce and mayonnaise.

Both of these dishes, fried sotong and "ho jian"...not bad. Sorry for the blur snapshot.

The next day, we went to KL city. Then came to Low Yat Plaza, a new opening tart shop in there. Those tarts were dainty to delight.

Take 1!

Take 2!

Finally, take 3! I liked the white milk tart...yummy!!!

No Boundaries

Lately, I seldom online and update my blog here because of my industrial training is still on. Although it was already past 3 weeks of training, I felt much better and comfortable on what I did in the company. I started to do something related to my course since I thought it was silly during the first week of training. All the colleagues were friendly and quite talkative...haha! Most of them were gals and easily communicate with each other. I felt very lucky that can worked in a company which surrounding by charming gals...keke! I will be more free and flexible since my boss and his family having their holiday trip in these coming two weeks. Yeah...looked like nobody will control me within these two weeks, but those tasks also will have to continue until end.

No Boundaries? I recently fall in love with this song, sang by Kris Allen. I believed that most of you knew who is him. That's right! American Idol season 8, this guy's voice was very unique and has captivated many people's attention from all around the world. Congrats to him who I have predicted that he will be the next American Idol this year. Actually I didn't watch American Idol this season, since I couldn't find any source to watch it. It was difficult to buffer from net and I was in uni in that period. Until the top 4 performances when I back to Seremban, I finally can watched it and then his voice really had capture me. He was not only can sing, he also a talented guy who knew to play many musical instruments like guitar, piano and others. Bravo! When the finale show had screening, the battle between Kris Allen and Adam Lambert was amazing. I liked Kris Allen's first performance, which he sang "Ain't No Sunshine" and played piano in the stage. Stunning!

Then, it came to the final performance, which the same song sang by two finalists. New song, "No Boundaries" which written by one of the American Idol's judge, Kara DioGuardi. It was obviously shown that Kris performed the song was more brilliant that Adam, which I thought Adam just screamed and couldn't bring the real soul of that song. Finally, Kris Allen became the American Idol this year. Kris' singing was absolutely spectacular! I strongly recommend this "No Boundaries". The lyrics was quite meaningful and the arrangement of this song was superb. Try to listen it...

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz here I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries x3

sayounara, tomodachi.

Refresh back to my uni life before I came back to Seremban, my ex-roommates have invited me for the final gathering just after the final exam fever. Honestly in UMS life here, both of them were my uni gang since the first year of study. We stayed in UMS' hostel and same room together during first year, which we didn't know each other at first. We came from different states and courses. Cin Tat, who was the same faculty with me and taking the civil engineering, while Poh Hock taking the forestry. Both of them really unique and friendly although they came from East Malaysia. We were easily mixed around and often gathered together, although each of us have separately stayed after the first year study. It's my pleasure to have them as my roommates.

Firstly, we went to the Foh Sang for our dinner. Cin Tat said that there was a special and delicious porridge, which popular and crowded with many people in there. Huh! I was here for 3 years, but didn't realize porridge exist in here. Huhu! It tasted quite nice and the porridge was in claypot. We also called the "gan lao mian" (干捞面) which totally different from West Malaysia's style. For me, both of the style have their own uniqueness and the prices were quite reasonable. Later, it's the time for us to enjoy. We at first wanted to play bowling, but it was too expensive since it falled on weekend. Thus we just played snooker which I didn't play it for a couple period. Funny actions and expressions were appear in our game.

This was one of the roommates who same birth with me, Poh Hock from Sibu. Ahh...forgotten to tell! Three of us have the same month of birth together. October babies! Hehe! That's why we were so lucky to become roommates. Poh Hock had the special voice and liked to communicate with other people. If a people hears his voice for the first time, he or she sure will shock and speechless. Hoho...u sure know what I meant.

Cin Tat, another roommate who came from Tawau. He was talkative and liked to joke with us. When we felt silly and boring, he was the one that can activated the conversation between of us endlessly. Salute! Once had Cin Tat's exist, we had to shut up our mouth. Hihi!

Long time didn't play the snooker. That's me. ^-^

Cin Tat became our sifu to teach us the right techniques on playing the snooker.

Give your best shot...haha!

Later, we went to an outdoor bar to drink together. I seldom drank beer and this was the first time that I drank beer throughout the uni life. Paiseh! Two big bottles of Tiger beer just costed us RM22. Wow...it was quite cheap oh!

Wished them all the best and a great undertaking in future. I believe that our friendship sure will grow continuously no matter where we are.

Fireworks & Ice-cream Cake

Hey, I'm back to Seremban! Finally after all the sufferness and tiredness, I temporarily finished my uni studies, I couldn't 100% confirm that I finished it because of the industrial training now. The horrible final exam's results was also not announce yet, another nightmare again? Argh! Now have to face the tough industrial training. It was not that tough, but just only super duple boring!!! After 1 week of training, I seem like did nothing. Although my employer instructed me to do something related to my course, but I just stayed in the office and did sorts of silly things. Sitting in the air-conditional office from morning until evening without any mentally actions, just sat in front of the PC really made me SIEN!!! Sometimes I was not purposely yawned, not because of I didn't sleep well, but really nothing to do in there. People can learnt something and taught by his industrial supervisor, but I have to do it independently without my employer's advices and suggestions on my course related. She just gave me task and did it. Haiz! Was this a industrial training???

Let it be first. Sorry for late posted my blog here since I really busy on my industrial training recently. Saturday was also a working day to me....OMG!!! Let's refreshed back the happy moments on last week. Last Sunday, my sis and I went to a new western restaurant, Fireworks where opened in Seremban since a few months ago. The restaurant was really unique and no wonder can captured many people's attention until whole restaurant also fully packed. Let me show you some interesting designs about this restaurant...Two special guitar were hang and you know what was in between of it? It was Beyond, a Hong Kong band which quite famous with variety cantonese songs during 90th century. I was wondering was that album real and original?

Two popular stars, Bruce Lee and Elvis Presley...cool!

4 pictures with full of Malaysia's icons.

Yeah...let's start our dinner's enjoyment!
Can u guess what was this? Garlic bread with cheese...yummy!

I have ordered chicken chop with french fries and salad. Taste was not bad and the quantity was huge. After ate the chicken chop, it was really made me full.

She had the spagetti with seafood and tomato. She just said OK only...keke!

Then, it was time for us to celebrate the mother's day. This year was quite special since we just gave the simple gift to our mum in previously celebration. Thus, I picked the ice-cream cake while my sis had chosen the gift from the Body Shop.
I really do not know what woman's product and fancy, but heard my sis said that it was something like lotion.

This was the ice-cream cake which filled with chocolate and strawberry. It was quite unique and delicious to have it since we didn't eat ice-cream cake for a couple period.

This was our great mother. Thanks for your caring and custody all the way. Happy Mother's Day!

Double "Recipe" & Cool Wolverine

I really long time didn't hang around since always busy with my study in 2 months ago. Thus decided to walk around te KK town. Actually KK town was not that huge, almost same as my hometown, Seremban. Their living style was quite unique, especially eating paradise also located in KK town although some of them were quite expensive. I tried to avoid myself by eating those expensive meals, but never mind. Maybe this was the last time I walk around the KK town, so take this opportunity to "makan-makan" until non-stoply.

Yesterday when I was in KK, my mind was only keep thinking of "EAT"...hehe! Thus, my lunch was this special Chinese mee from the Hong Kong Recipe Restaurant. Green color looked special, right? It was a spinach mee which tasted quite sweet and greenich, included with some green vegetables and "sui gao". These "sui gao" almost tasted like "wan tan", but its ingredients were more than "wan tan". "sui gao" comprised with small prawn and some pork ribs. Emm...yummy! When the mee mixed with the green chilli and sambal, it was really tasty to delight. The "ying yong" also very "gao", which coffee mixed with tea...wonderful matching with the mee!

Next, X-Men Origins -Wolverine...here I come! After the X-Men series like Spiderman, The Hulk and Iron Man that had shown in cinema, this time it was the Wolverine's turn to show up. I just can described 1 word to Wolverine...cool! Wolverine or Logan acted by Hugh Jackman, who quite familiar to me, since I have watched many movies that acted by him. Every actions and attitudes that he acted were super duple cool! No wonder I was admiring with Wolverine character, especially when I liked to play X-Men games, I sure will picked Wolverine as my fighting character. He was fully utilized his main weapon to support his fighting skills. Although he was a mutant, but his bravery and heroic really make me impressed of him. Wolverine was impossible to be dead, but once he was faint, his memory before that sure will gone. That was his uniqueness.

I couldn't stop myself from eating it. Therefore, Secret Recipe was the next destination to buy my favourite dessert. Brownies Walnut was the best choice for me to taste the best chocolate ever in the world. Hoho...was I too exaggerated? Who cares? Life should be filled with various yummy food and desserts. These both "Recipe" were really made my stomach full until speechless on yesterday. The next stop was the Seremban's cuisine...keke!

final week in here

Time passed very fast, it's time for me to say goodbye to my 3 years of study in UMS. Can I graduate this year? Haiz...hardly to determine what will be going on since my industrial training is not starting yet. Hopefully everything will be fine because I already passed through lots of exhausted and stressful experiences throughout my whole uni life, especially this 3rd year 2nd sem really gave me many tough tasks to complete it. Quizzes, midterms, assignments, projects, finals and even my scary FYP...finally everything was over. I have submitted my FYP's hardbound to my faculty. It costed me RM84 for 3 sets of hardbound. OMG...how could it be so expensive? Never mind, as long as this was the only FYP that I did it individually, I was satisfied on what have I done since the cost was highly unexpected. Thanks to my supervisor and examiner who gave me advises, support, suggestions throughout the workout of my FYP. Once again, arigatou gozaimashita.

The final exams for my last sem finally had over. Although some of the papers were really difficult to handle, but I already tried my best to conquer it. Hopefully the results won't be too bad. The next task is my industrial training which I will have it in my own hometown, Seremban. I felt glad that can training in Seremban since this was the place where I borned, at least can save some money on accomodation, transportation and meals. Haha! Thanks to my sis who recommended me to train in Seremban. After the yesterday's last paper, I just felt like very weird and no feeling since the final exams had over. Was I still blur and dizzy of this exam season? Maybe of too tired on doing my FYP before that. That why I like no mood to carry on my study on finals. Let it be la...

Back to a funny topic, I didn't go anywhere yesterday since I didn't sleep well for many nites. Thus after the last paper, I went back to home and straight away slept. Something funny happened in sudden. My housemates were decided to buy dessert again since I didn't buy it before that. They were so evil and always influence me to buy it. I told myself...be patient! They bought it to eat because they thought it was tasty and creamy. I was wondering why I wanted to torture myself like that? Then...it's my turn to try the dessert that recommended by my housemates. Don't influence me again...I want to have it this time. Hehe!
They recommended me the number 7's dessert, which contains white agar-agar(I thought), red beans, ice, some colorful and sweet flavour(couldn't guess what was it). The funny was out of 10 housemates, 6 of us were decided and bought the same type of dessert. What a coincidence! That dessert really so special and yummy? Without any hesitation, I opened the cover and ate it. It tasted not bad and this was the first time that I had my dessert in this sem. Huh...I really tortured myself too much in this sem. It's ok! When I back to Seremban, I sure will eat all the Seremban's cuisine...sure delicious until I can't stop myself from eating it. Seremban...I be back soon! Keke!

Exactly 1 week from today, I will fly back to gather up with my family and gang of buddies in Seremban. Sadly that I can't relax too long when I arrive to Seremban, since my 10 weeks of industrial training will going to start soon. Sign!

She & I

From childhood until now, she was the only one who gave me all the joy, comfort, sharing, happiness and caring no matter where was I, especially these few weeks ago, we always keep in touch by MSN and like to interrupt with each other although this month was the FYP and exam season for me. Thanks to her who gave me support and suggestions whenever I decided to give up or struggling of my study. Unpredictable that my industrial training's company also found by her. Since her friend recently working in that company, so she also asked for me whether that company offer any industrial training placement. Wow......I really want to acknowledge to her. Without her, I couldn't imagine how was my life going on. Blessing to you, sis.

Let me recap some interesting photos that shared between both of us.

Can you see the little baby? So fair and cute.......that was my little sis when we were in childhood.

When we were starting to grow up......
"V" together in the Chinese restaurant.

Boating in Genting.

That was our joyfulness when gathered around.

Captured in the Time Square during Christmas season '2008.

Thanks to my family who celebrated birthday together. Whose birthday? Sis, right? Forgetten...paiseh! Haha!

OK! Our story and craziness memories were ended up here first. Now let me show you the cute and funny of my sis. Sis, if u have viewed these photos that I displayed, don't assault me oh! Huhu!

L-shape? I thought that was her favourite sign.

Let me present our Tan family member, the piano proficient. She will having her piano diploma exam on this coming August. You sure can do it......all the best!

I wondering who was she thinking that time? Boyfriend? Future husband? Whatever......hehe!

Maybe she dreamt to become a top model in future. You have the potential......go for it!

Your look was totally impressed me after u had wear that orange cap, but she felt regret that didn't buy it. Sayangnya......

Wah...so formal oh! Prepare to go which special occasion or appointment with which leng zai? Hihi!

虎头蛇尾?

Acting horrible movie? Calm down......

Congrats to your piano performance, sadly I couldn't attend it since I was in uni that time. Sorry! Finally can see the mature of you, sis! Well done! 1 word to describe you, gorgeous!

Twin tower appeared...huh! You "yai yai" arr...一脚踏两船! Haha...just kidding!

Eventually closed up with this 家 photo. Home sweet home is the best!

Finally...

13th April was the most scary day throughout my uni life...why I said that so? Before that day, many question marks appear in my mind and can't imagine what will happen on that day. This month really stress and exhausted to me, sorry that I couldn't manage to update my blog for 2 weeks since the nightmare hasn't over yet. I didn't sleep well for many nights. If I can sleep on that day, I also only can manage to sleep about 2 to 3 hours. That's horrible, man! What can I do? As the condition before graduation, this must be done no matter how hardness and sufferance to conquer it. This is the one...my FYP report.

For me, FYP report didn't make me headache at all, since I quite familiar of writing report all the time. This time had to write for the FYP documentation. The most headache was the system that I'm going to build. OMG!!! How am I going to do my system? I admitted that I was not so expert in programming, my programming skills was totally worst! I couldn't imagine that how am I going to run and develop my online system. Most of my coursemates also busy their own stuffs and some even so selfish. When asked them some questions, they sure gave those excuses and tried to avoid from answering my questions. Haiz! What to do? I have to do it my own. Sometimes I really fed up on doing the system and testing, especially the implementation made me crazy about it. The more interfaces that I going to develop, the more errors will pop up in sudden. Argh...why was the online system so cumbersome? I rethink again, wasn't I pick wrong topic? Why don't I choose the research topic for my FYP? Do I pick the wrong course? I told myself that there was no time and useless for me to turn back...have to move forward by trying to solve all the problems. Nothing is impossible. Finally with all the materials from the books and websites that I got, I have completed my system and FYP report, but 13th April is still not come yet.

The most astonishing day had come. I have to do my FYP presentation on the first day of presentation week. Huh...how come in the first day? Nervous...@-@||| Before present it, I just only can said 50: 50 without any confidence at all, since the presentation list had out in last week. I just shocked and said "WALAO"...freeze like a snowman. A DR name will become my panel during my presentation day. Ahh...how could it be? DR was the most strict and particular on every part of presentation. I also predicted that bad luck sure will happen when I going to present it. Luckily when present it, my examiner still very kind and nice person. He just ask some questions and I able to answer it well. The most unpredictable was when the DR only shot a question to me, my mind was blank and simply answer it although the DR keep asking me until I speechless. Normal reaction lo...since this DR was famous to shoot people during FYP presentation. Fortunately, I had pass through the presentation and fearness suddenly gone. Relieved after the scary nightmare has ended. Just need to make some corrections and updating in my report after my examiner has told me to do so. I haven't meet my supervisor yet, since supervisor also plays a crucial role in marking my FYP report. It means nightmare not over yet?

I really appreciated to the examiner who not really strict and understandable on what have I did in my system. Hopefully my supervisor will also let me go through and pass the FYP with flying colours. It doesn't need to score, the most importantly was I just want to pass, so that can focus in my final exam next week. Help!!! I didn't touch any book yet since I have struggled to do my horrible FYP before that...should force myself to start study before it is too late. Haha! All the best to those who not present their FYP yet and final exam soon!

困惑的我

最近一直忙不过来,很多杂音及烦恼出现在我的脑海中.要控制都顶不来啊! 四月即将来临了, 很多关键问题正在等我去处理, 我能办到吗? 我在希望四月不要那么快到, 拖到越久越好! 唉...别发梦啦, 这是不可能!!!

四月会有什么事发生呢? 论文的报告, 论文的呈现, 考试...一次过一起来哦! 要我的命吗??? 尤其是论文的呈现, 令到我忐忑不安, 那名单将会公布了...谁会是我的主考人及陪审员呢? 我很怕这样的场面, 自从已经经历过在上个学期. 希望不会有博士, DR在我的名单里, 听说那些DR好恐怖哦...见一个杀一个, 也没那么夸张啦! 他们就会专shoot学生, 给很多艰难的问题要我们去解决, 不然的话...不堪设想的下场咯! 啊...千万别发生在我身上!!!

烦, 担忧, 手忙脚乱的我真是不知所措, 不知道下一步应该怎么走. 于是, 我便打开音乐, 舒适下心情. 特别是这三首抒情歌, 非听不可!

坏人 - 方炯镔

作词：马嵩惟 作曲：方炯镔

那 一扇车门
关出 我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱 无法均分
以後 就留给你们
也许用伤害结束 爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒 就等他带你完成

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

这首新歌最近很红, 人人都会跟着唱, 唱到朗朗上口. 歌词很有意思, 好人与坏人...各有各的所长, 难以分辨.

说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦

作词：方文山　作曲：周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

在那么多周杰伦的歌曲当中, 这首可说是最动听的旋律, 描述了爱情里种种的挫折, 听起来也满沧桑的...感人!

我还想她 - 林俊杰

作词：邢增华 作曲：林俊杰

泪水将我淹没 到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉 这段感情
我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

别告诉她 我还想她
就让沉默 代替所有回答

哇...我超爱他的歌, 简直是我的偶像! 他每一首的创作曲, 写的会有动人心弦的感动度. 就像JJ的这一首, 可说是我最喜欢的歌, 他的歌声永远都听不厌...赞!

音乐就是一种乐趣能让人减低压力及厌倦, 那么那一首是你们的最爱呢? 哈哈! 但愿我能顺顺利利地过这惊人及高难度的关卡, 坚持到底, 一定行!

Double S = Suffer & Stress @-@"""

These few weeks really busy and exhausted moments throughout my uni life. Sorry for being so late to update my blog. The reason was the most scary FYP is waiting for me to complete. Argh...I haven't finish it!!! Anyone can help me? I need guidance to continue my project...what should I do next???

Actually the deadline for the report submission is by today, 27/3. Luckily it has extended 1 week for the submission. Thanks God! I really appreciate it...thank you for giving me extra time to complete it. Unfortunately, I did not sleep well for many nights, just because of rushing the super duple tough FYP. Sometimes really want to give up and fed up of my progress in that crazy project. It still cracking my head until out of idea. I looked into the project and shouted like "Godzilla"...surrendered!!! I told myself that must have the confidence and insist to finish it. No matter what the result is, this is the best shot that I should accomplish it until the end. Go...go...go~

FYP is my nightmare, but what to do? Conquer it and hope that I can run the system successfully...

Congratulations, Sis!

These few days...I always chit-chat with my sis, no matter in MSN or phone with each other. Do you know why? The reason was SPM results will out coming soon. I admitted that I really concerned to my this cute and tiny sis. Stating from our childhood until now, our relationship was close and always together. It seems like not bro and sis relationship, but somehow like couple. Hehe! Don't know...we were having almost similar soul and interest, which like to "gepo" each other's affairs and life. We were lived and slept in same room together. Err...dun misunderstood! Same room, but different bed. I knew you sure think those silly...??? Hihi! That's why we always like to chit-chat until nonstop and didn't realize the time goes. Sometimes, we really can did that until 3 or 4am. Salute to both of us. Although our mum liked to mumble us that don't sleep too late, but we just pretend to listen her advices. When she back to room, then we still continued our conversation until late nite. Keke!

Normally, gals should always had their pillow talk without any guy available in their conversations, but the strange was sis and I didn't care about that...just like to make laugh and "8" with each other. Many things that we had chit-chat, such as school life, entertainment, gossiping people's affairs and the most crucial one was...future partner. Future partner? Yaya...I always like to interrupt my sis with those kind of topics. For example, sis always like to press her mobile, SMS here and there...really buzy oh! It already proven la....she liked to SMS because of entertain those "zai zai". Then I will keep asking her about who is the guy that admired to you? Wasn't my sis too popular in school until captivated all those guy's attention? Whatever la...as long as I gossiped about her admirer or bf, she sure will ignore it and spontaneously changed the other topics. The interesting part was her face straight away turned into red...like reddish apple. Shy shy lo! Wuakakaka......

Huh...why I like out of topic? Ya oh...SPM results has been revealled on last Thursday. Before that, she always told me that she felt nervous and couldn't imagine how was her results soon. I just told her that be calm and you sure can pass the examination with flying colors. Finally, I called her which SPM results had reveal on that day. Wow...she got 5A1 and the other 5 subjects were considered good too. The minimum grade that she got just B4. Me like paiseh...still got C6 in my SPM results last time. Luckily all were credits, at least can made into form 6. She already predicted got 5A, since she told that she not struggled enough during critical period. I just advised her...you already tried your best. Never mind...at least u better than me. Hehe! When I heard the results that she got, my reaction was just normal only. The most unpredictable and astonishing circumstance has happened cross over my mind...WOW! She got A1 in her 1119 English. How can she did that? She was not only good in local English, however can strike well in 1119 too. Bravo! Even though some people got straight A's, but couldn't hit A1 in their 1119. Two thumbs up for you, sis! Salute~

让我们一起Click入黄金屋吧!

短短20集的电视剧,超搞笑又有家庭温暖,赞!我刚刚才看完这部剧,觉得这故事的情节拍得非常好.这套剧主要是讲述一个家庭的生活乐趣.每一位都很生动.我在幻想着...如果我的家庭有像那部剧那么温馨,那多好啊!!!算了吧...我的家庭成员都是死板板的,除了我的妹妹,还好她会跟我有说有笑,如聊天到三更半夜,MSN等...默契十足!哈哈!

讲回这Click入黄金屋,开朗的家庭令到整个故事的画面超精彩.像百科全书的爸爸,他很"IN"哦...会使用电脑又online,妈妈很会打理家务...菜肴也煮得津津有味,妹妹则贪新鲜...活泼好动的她也满有吸引力的.尤其是一开始的大哥,OK明和慧中...简直是冤家路窄.当他们遇到的时候,不是吵个不停,就是互相踩对方.他们真是很会接对白哦...有时吵架到满搞笑的,笑到我肚皮爆!

然后二哥,Alex就陷入了三角恋的关系,必须选择Abbie或Hill之间,结果他还是选了Abbie,毕竟是已经多年的感情了.不知道为什么,我一路来都不喜欢扬思琦,那就是Abbie演戏.她那"爹"的声音,我实在顶不住...样貌还OK而已啦!说到美,当然是另一位也是姓扬,她就是扬秀惠,Hill比较杰出啦.不是因为她是来自马来西亚,我才帮她说好话.如果要比,Alex应该选Hill.他们演得那么有默契,尤其是一起弹钢琴又吹口琴,超棒啊!那音乐的旋律很舒服,动人心弦!他们甚至还亲吻...嘴对嘴哦!所以我还是觉得Hill是最佳的选择.哈哈!讲到我像恋爱专家一样,排泄...我还没谈过恋爱叻~

总而言之,Click入黄金屋...不闲又不长气,值得观赏!

The End of February '2009...

Time passed very fast, especially the month of February. I believe that most of the people dislike February since this month brought many unlucky happening to them. February is the shortest number of days allocated throughout the whole year. They felt uncomfortable and thought that did not have much time to complete their task or target, just like me...struggling and cracking my head to do my FYP. The FYP report has to be submit on 27 March...argh!!! Some people were unfortunate who borned in 29 February. As we know, 29 February is only exist once in 4 years. Thus they have to celebrate their birthday just the one time in 4 years period. Pity them who borned on that day...

When came to the end of February, I just felt scared and miserable since many affairs are waiting me to solve it. Horrible FYP, 4 midterms left since this was already week 8 of lecture, assignments like Mount Kinabalu so high...ahhhhhh! Why so many things came in sudden? Just temporarily ignored it and straight went to the Mc D. The promotion in Mc D was pure incidence. They had the Mc Value lunch's promotion in a reasonable price. It was only available weekdays from 12pm-3pm. Actually I already ate it for the last 3 weeks. That time was the Fillet-O-Fish set which it was delicious to be delighted. When arrived Mc D on last Friday, it was crowded with so many people, especially UMS students also started to line up and bought the special Mc Value lunch before 12pm. Wah...the Mc Value really captivated people's attraction. Without any hesitation, I also bought a Mc Chicken set in large, just costed me RM7.50 for whole set(included tax). I thought the normal price was RM10 something like that. The whole set comprised a Mc Chicken, a large french fries and a large cup of coke. Wah! The set really made me full of stomach, particularly the quantity of frence fries was huge until I couldn't finish it. Luckily I took my time and relax there. I did not want to waste it and spontaneously finished the french fries.


Yesterday was a movie day. Just went to watch "Street Fighter-The Legend of Chun Li. The reason that I watched it was the super fan of Street Fighter, especially liked to play its game during the childhood. I liked the Ryu and Ken character, when any battle or versus, I also used them as my battle character. Their strength and power were totally amazing! If it is girl character, I prefer used Chun Li. This Street Fighter was talked about Chun Li as she falls in the quest of finding justice after she found out that her father is murdered. Unpredictable...her father was the popular Mediacorp artist from Singapore, Edmund Chen. My sis really like him, that's why I recommended this movie to my sis. He really alike with my sis, both of them's faces were quickly turn into red when blush or laugh. Funny! He was so cool and acted in many Mediacorp series since I was in secondary until now. In my opinion, he was really a talented artist. He can skillfully handle in any actions. No doubt that he also can successfully act in English series or movies. In the Street Fighter's movie, he really smart who knew Kung Fu and defeat those enermies, in order to protect his own daughter from danger.

Besides, Chun Li just learnt the experiences and Kung Fu, so that can revenge and hope to save her father. Sadly that it was too late. The evil Bison just kidnapped his father, so as need her father to help Bison's business. OMG! The Bison was extremely vicious after murdered Chun Li's father. Finally, the Bison also died because of his selfishness and evil-minded. Chun Li was the one who brought the murderer to justice as the revenge for her father. Well done, Chun Li. Although this movie was slightly different from the comics' story, but I thought it was a great action directed movie which brought lots of enjoyment and cultivation to the audiences.

Sing K until HIGH!!!

Wow! CNY's chu 4 was the most memorable and interesting that I ever have. On that day, Man Eng, Kah Leong, Aw Yeong, Weng Lian and I decided to go for clubbing. Clubbing? I was wondering...wasn't that an outdoor activitity in a special club? In my mind, wasn't clubbing the place where people can relax and enjoy? Huh! When we reached to the Era Walk, finally the truth has been revealed. Oh...clubbing was like that! Since I was the first time went to that kind of place, it was not strange that I really didn't know about the place. Paiseh la! Era walk was crowded with many types of people, especially youngsters like to hang around here to release their tension and boredom. Youngsters? Were they under age? We just went to a bar where not many people gathered in there. It felt like very bored since each of us just drank a glass of Heineken.

The night was still young although it was already 12am, thus we went for sang K in the Ruby Box. When reached there, all the rooms were fully booked. Argh...the room charges were so expensive! Maybe that time was midnight and CNY season, thus we also didn't hesistant and straight away take the small room. OMG! The small room was not only expensive, it seemed like squeeze and impossible could fit 5 of us. We didn't care of it and started to HIGH!!!

A shot first before singing...

Why Aw Yeong and Kah Leong's head sticked so near together? Weren't they...? Impossible la! Haha!

Help! Kah Leong was strangling Man Eng and I, but I liked this photo. Nice shot!

New style of singing...squat and sing! Weng Lian, sang until too boring or exhausted?

The next top female singer?

Wah...Kah Leong's mount was big! I still remembered that he was singing the "你把我灌醉"...太灌醉了吧?

Malaysia editon of Y2J...great!

I really long time didn't sing until so HIGH like that! Thanks to my friends for the CRAZY moment and fun together. Sang until 3am...wuahahaha!

20 Unique (\/)

1. What is your name : Marcus Tan Teck Hong (that's me ^-^)

2. A four Letter Word : Milk (calcium is good for you)

3. A boy's Name : Moses Chan (TVB actor)

4. A girl's Name : Michelle Yeoh (international actress from our country...bravo!)

5. An occupation : Musician (impossible for me...maybe my sis will?)

6. A color : Maroon (dark red? dark brown?)

7. Something you'll wear: Muffler (crucial for winter season)

9. A food : Meat (carbohydrate for energy)

10. Something found in the bathroom: Mirror (everybody must have it for daily life)

11. A place : Malaysia (proud that born in here)

12. A reason for being late : Missed bus (always faced that problem)

13. Something you'd shout : Mummy (did that frequently during childhood)

14. A movie title : Madagascar ("I like to move it move it...")

15. Something you drink : Milo (yummy chocolate that energize your day)

16. A musical group : Maroon 5 ("this love has taken its toll on me, she said goodbye...")

17. An animal : Mouse (timid but intelligent)

18. A street name : Mantin Street (it located in my hometown, Seremban)

19. A type of car : Matrix (2009 Toyota Matrix)

20. The title of a song : My Heart Will Go On (Titanic's theme song)

Why he became like that???

I was shocked on what he said to me this morning. Why? Why? Why?

When I opened up my PC around 9 something this morning, I logged into my MSN account. Suddenly, a friend sent a Mandarin message. Here was the roughly contents,
"You really want to do this? You don't want to be my friend? OK! OK! If you want to do like that, I don't care you. We are not friends anymore."

Oh! What have I did? I really blur and headache when I read the message, maybe just woke up from the bed. I felt like so innocent, why he scolded and treated me like that? Without any hesitation, I straight away SMS him and asked what was happening. OMG! This was such a silly thing, why he so cared about it? The truth was I just changed my friendster's featured friends list. At first, I displayed his photo in that list. Since update the photos from time to time, thus I just changed the featured friends into new photos. Friendster la...if not updated it, then should be outdated lo! Since I didn't upload his photo, then he mumbled and started to get angry. No wonder he sent those message to my MSN.

I felt frustrated and letdown on what he said to me this morning. This was not the first time that he treated me like that. I still remembered what he said to me before the sem break on last year. During that time, I enquire him to fetch me to airport, since all my housemates already went back to their hometown. We just chatted in MSN and started to quarrel. Haiz! He didn't speak out, but already did the actions which pointed to me. He displayed his MSN shout out, "I'm not your angel, I can't provide you anything". Wah...why he wanted to said like that? If you can't fetch me, just tell me. Why want to said like I forced you to the hell? That shout out really made me hurt and speechless. Then we were chatted together and figured out why he wanted to do like that? Finally in our MSN chat, he also type the word "force" to me which the truth has been revealed. I also didn't force him, why he wanted to treat me in a rude way? I surrendered and didn't know what to do.

1 shout out + 1 word = @-@"""
I really angry that he said those to me on last sem. I thought I can forget it and hope that our friendship will last forever. Sadly that after this morning, that incredible message really made me down and disappointed. I wondering whether our friendship are standing in which level...sigh!!!